H MoD dead…who cares?

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The guild I raid lead for killed Heroic Madness and Heroic Spine last week.  Whoppeedeedooo.  First off, it was in 10 man.  Now, before we start in on the whole “10 man is just as important as 25 man” debate, I say that with such c0ntextual disdain because SfS is supposed to be a 25 man guild.  They were a 25 man before I got there and for all of Cataclysm as well.  However, since raiders these days have the loyalty of a cat, we lost a bunch of people right around the time we were 4/8 heroic.  We struggled and struggled to get to 5/8 heroic, then lost most of our remaining key members (you know, those people that fill positions of healers and tanks) to random acts of real life and burn out.  So, we decided to finish out Cataclysm as a 10 man raid team.

Now, it’s funny how easy things become when you have 10 retards instead of 10 retards and 15 mouth breathers in a raid group.   The first night we went down to 10 man, we downed Heroic Warlord.  Then we went back to 25 man when we got enough people back, then went back to 10 mans once those idiots were removed from the guild by me for being..well idiots.  I mean, seriously, we had a rogue getting shadow gems for the second part of his daggers, who had +50 str (yes, strength, not agility) gems in 4 out of his 5 heroic pieces.  I told him for 3 weeks to fix it.  The common response was “I don’t have enough money”.  At the time, our guild bank had over 500k.  Myself AND the GM told him we would help him out.  On week three when he got another piece and gemmed it with +50 str, I just kicked him for being retarded.  Not to mention being one of 4 rogues in our raid group, and the second best geared, he was pulling less than anyone else IN THE ENTIRE RAID GROUP.

Anyway, once we got back to 10 mans, H Spine went down after a couple of weeks (and a 30% nerf) and H MoD soon after.  I had to come on my priest for Pain Suppression on the tank on the third platform.  We single tanked it.

Yeah that is a Life-Binder’s Handmaiden.  So I guess I got that as consolation for having to switch from my paladin.

Honestly, who cares.  It’s nice to get a title and such (and more power to those who are proud and love their achievements), but 30% nerf, one month prior to MoP and not doing 25s really sours the experience.  At this point, you are just getting leveling gear.  Really good leveling gear…until you see something with 750 stamina and 800 str from a level 88 quest.

So, meh.  We killed H Deathwing prior to 5.0.  Maybe I am just sour on the whole raiding experience after 7+ years of raiding in WoW.

A post is a post of course, of course….

Hi. I exist still. Sorry.

This post brought to you in part by….a bunch of bullshit I want to write about.

This blog has been defunct for approximately two years now. Why? Well, it definitely wasn’t because I had nothing to bitch about. I lost my password. I also lost my account name. I also shutdown the original email linked to this wordpress account. Go me. I fucking win a gold star in the dumbass column on the chart. Firefox hates the word “dumbass”. Yay for blogging.

Moving on, what have I done for you lately? Not shit really. I have done a lot for me. Let’s see, I got a divorce from my ex-wife. It was mostly mutual. I filed it. Let’s just say she was a bitch to me and I was an asshole to her. We decided that the best thing for our son was to not be together.

Segue, my son. He is now two. He is smarter than me, WAAAY better looking, and he is two. He gets away with shit that most of us could only dream of. Currently, he is asleep on his Cars (TM) bed/chair in the living room of our home.

Our is bolded for a reason. I have a new love interest. You guys may know her as Arioch from Clearcasting. I know her as snufflumpykiss. Or something like that. I am not big on pet names other than “Babe”, “Baby” and “Honey”. I know her real name, and she knows mine. We have sex. It’s awesome, or so I am told. She could be lying to me. I will take blissful ignorance for 1000 Alex.

Currently, Arioch and I have been together for roughly a year and a half. I moved to where we are now to be with her. It puts me a considerable distance from my son, but we see each other every few months.

I still play WoW. Yay…. This is mostly because there is nothing really that much better out there. Rift has some shinies, but end game is terrible. SWTOR was promising, but end game content also sucks. I also play Skyrim (sparingly), LoL (sparingly), D3 beta (hardly at all since nothing new has really come in recently) and WoW-MoP Beta 9recently, shit is super buggy, as can be expected). I also want to say that I do not want to have to redo my talents, AGAIN, on all 6 of the characters I have on the beta servers just to be able to function with them. I will delve into what I think about the new talent system in a different post.

I am also back in school. I currently attend college and I am working toward a degree in Nursing and, hopefully, Mathematics. I think I am pretty smart. At least, that is what I am told.

For those of you who are new to me, I have an extremely high confidence level, which borders on arrogance (several people, including the supervisor for the program I tutor for have told me this). Several of my posts will come across as me being almost completely arrogant. I am not sorry. I believe in what I believe in, however, INTELLIGENT and RATIONAL arguments can be used to sway me. It will take you a long time to do so, but what is life without challenges?

P.S. I need to update my about post, if I even have one.

Finally…

I figured out the password to my blog.  This is a test post/dusting off of the place to see if everything still works.  *Gets out canned air….and a N95 mask.  *chokes  Yep.  It still works.

Since people don’t think anyone cares….

This posting is in response to several of SR guild members questions about LK kills, raid attendance and my own personal stance on it all:

Let me just say that I do care and I ask myself the same question every week. “Why did xyz sign up and aren’t here?” Then I go over and over with Arioch and the officers. We just can’t seem to find that ground of not being hardcore versus being just hardcore enough to do what we want. People complain and moan when they don’t get what they want (in this case an LK kill) then they bitch and moan even more when they are told how it HAS to be done. You can give “positive” re-enforcement all night long, but at the end of the day, LK will still be standing and you will still be asking yourselves why.

I’ll admit that I have one of the biggest egos in the guild. I flaunt what I can do constantly. None of you really see what I do if I make a mistake. If I am not top dps. Every time I fuck up, I go over and over how I could be better. If I get a new piece of gear, not only do I rawr it, but I also check places like shadowpriest.com or even the hated EJ forums. Not only do I do that, but I go to the target dummy and beat the living shit out of it for hours in 5-6 minute durations. I run OOM, sit down, drink and then do it again. I am not easy on myself when I make a mistake, and I will not be easy on our raiders who make mistakes repeatedly.

Making a mistake is not a time to get down on yourself. If someone points you out, that isn’t the time either. You take that CONSTRUCTIVE criticism, pick your ass up off the ground and fix the problem. You learn from the mistakes, not throw a damned pity party. You don’t give up because others make mistakes, you get in their ass and make them better. We have had too many raiders quit because they were tired of 1-4 people making the same mistake. Instead of helping those people out, they just give up, while bitching at me in whispers.

That is another thing. I am left at the end of the day being the guild “bad guy”. When something needs to be done in the guild and it requires some dirty work or off color attitude, it is left to me to get it done. I have been told (and I personally believe) that I am a blunt object. I say what I mean and do not sugarcoat it. This is the same way I am in real life (ask some people who just recently met me). If you make a mistake, I will tell you. I will also HELP you fix it. That is my favorite thing in WoW….to help people succeed.

As of this posting I am officially done with trying to get any of you over to my way of thinking on this. All of you need to band together if you want to get shit done, not roll over and quit at the first sign of difficulty (even after several weeks). I know I am going to find a way to do it. If you are in this with me, then let me know..if not good luck. If you even want me to raid lead anymore, I leave this open to you. Right now, any SR members go through and leave your comments. Yes or no…personally, I don’t care. I am just tired of hearing about this shit constantly from everyone. Either you all buckle down and get the stuff done that you want to accomplish, accept that it has to be done a certain way…or I quit.

This posting in no way reflects the opinions/views of the SR GM, any SR officers, or any members of SR except myself.

Fill in the blank

This is from a forum I frequent. I thought it would make a nice quick post. If you are reading this, just copy and paste the sentences to your own blog. This can be funny, serious, WoW related or not. Just have fun with it. I will do a funny/WoW related one and a serious one.

Serious

It is always a pleasure to hear_____: your voice
The weather this month has been_____: sunny and warm, with scattered showers.
I am hoping that I can make_____: the ones I love, but most importantly myself, happy.
Right now I am listening to the sound of_____: old memories.
I wish, intensely, that I didn’t have to_____: wait so long or fight with those I care about.
There is something extraordinarily fascinating about_____: the masks we all hide behind.
I recently found_____: love in places least expected.
I have been wishing_____: that new friends could see me for all I am.
I love to_____: see her smile.
It makes me extremely proud to know_____: that someone sees through me.
I have been trying to_____: find true happiness in a life full of none.
In my opinion, most people have_____: to conceal themselves from others in order to feel safe.
I am wholly in favor of_____: laying in bed next to the one I love all day.
How fortunate I am to_____: have a beautiful son and someone who loves me.
I am somewhat lazy about_____: fixing the problems in my life.
Today I am_____: worried and content at the same time.
Right now, I am feeling_____: discomfort.
One of the first things I do when I wake up is_____: think of you.
Every now and then, I think of_____: of endless possiblities.
Tomorrow I am going to_____: clean up my life (and my apartment).
I could not live without_____: you.

And now funny/WoW related:

It is always a pleasure to hear_____: the anquished cries of a boss dying.
The weather this month has been_____: gloomy.
I am hoping that I can make_____: enough gold for this weeks raids.
Right now I am listening to the sound of_____: the Lich King in my ear.
I wish, intensely, that I didn’t have to_____: do dailies for gold.
There is something extraordinarily fascinating about_____: hawkstriders and their uncanny resemblance to choccobos.
I recently found_____: that I like caster dps.
I have been wishing_____: to kill the fucking Lich King
I love to_____: smack things with Shadow’s Edge.
It makes me extremely proud to know_____: that Shadow Rising has good raiders.
I have been trying to_____: come up with a team to take down the Lich King.
In my opinion, most people have_____: all the tools to succeed.
I am wholly in favor of_____: raiding ICC.
How fortunate I am to_____: have great guildies.
I am somewhat lazy about_____: setting up raids.
Today I am_____: happy
Right now, I am feeling_____: discomfort.
One of the first things I do when I wake up is_____: log on to see that the servers are down. QQ
Every now and then, I think of_____: which set of t10 to complete on my priest.
Tomorrow I am going to_____: try to down the Lich King
I could not live without_____: Kunga..Kunga…KUNGALOOSH!!

Your turn. Fill in the blank. :)

Welcome to SR’s Weekly (Insert Raid Instance): Part 2 (Hey He is Actually Answering the Questions this Time and not Being a Self-Serving Asshole)

So in my last post (you get a link this time you lazy bastards…kidding but it is RIGHT BELOW THIS POST lol), we covered how I came to this point in my WoW raiding career. Now, I will actually answer the questions Delerius actually wanted to know the answers to.

Why do I play this game (World of Warcraft)?

Well, it started out as a passtime. Something to do for fun. It progressed into wanting to know everything I could about the game. Wanting the best gear, raiding 6-7 nights a week, 4-6 hours at a time, being the best, being known on my server, competing against other guilds for progression…it became a job..no, it was an obsession. I was addicted to the game. Being the best and being known in a small community as such. I didn’t care who I stepped on. I raided for gear, I raided for the rush of topping the dps charts, of downing bosses before anyone else, and rubbing it in the face of anyone I could. I would sit in Ironforge on my little horsie so people could inspect me. I was the 5th most geared Warrior Tank on the fucking server and I was hot shit…WARRIORS!! FUCK YEAH!!! (*does the Sammy Sosa at Gravedust*)

Hindsight being 20/20, that was a very dumbass reason to play a game. I play now for the fun of playing with friends. Not to be the best or to get the best gear, but to have fun with the people I get to smash my head against the brickwall currently in the form of Lich King phase 2 for us on the progression team in Shadow Rising. I couldn’t ask for a funnier, more perverted group of assholes to do this with…I love you guys! :)

Why are you in a guild?

I joined my first guild because it was the same guild that some of my friends were in. They stopped playing once BC dropped, so I was unguilded for awhile. One day, I was running Heroic Shadow Labs with a PuG made up of members from the same guild. I was fury at the time, with a few quest blues and greens and a smidgeon of badge gear inbetween. This group was in full t4 and we were rocking the place. The tank just happened to be the MT and GM for the guild. She whispered me at the end of the instance.

Prot Warrior: Hey, do you have a guild?

Me: Nope.

Prot Warrior: Ever thought of joining one?

Me: I had been in one before. It was mostly friends of mine. They have all left the game since and I have been unguilded for some time. Why do you ask?

Prot Warrior: Well I see your gear..

Me: Yeah it isn’t the best but I make due.

Prot Warrior: It may not be the best, but 800 dps on Murmur says to me that you are really good. Would you like to join (Name of Guild which will Remain Anonymous)?

Me: Sure what do I need to do?

Prot Warrior: Well, app at (url). Put down that I am sponsoring you.

Me: Ok. (*goes off to do app and finishes*) Done.

Prot Warrior: Ok, thanks.

Anonymous Player has invited you to Anonymous Guild.

Imagine my surprise when I found out that the GM of the guild was my sponsor.

I stayed with this guild through the rest of BC. In my last post, you saw the reasons why I left and joined other guilds. Now to tell you why I left and subsequently came back to Shadow Rising. It wasn’t because of progression or gear or to be the best. It was to be in a place that felt like a home. A place to put your feet up and relax and bullshit with a friends…a group of friends that could also KILL MOTHER FUCKING DRAGONS!! When it is all said and done, I would rather fail with friends, than to triumph with aquaintances.

Why do you raid?

I raid for fun. It is more than that, however. It isn’t just about the fun anymore. A lot of people have told me that they think I am a good player, that I am Tirael Norris and I caused the Sundering, not Deathwing, or that I deserve to have an item named after me, something to the effect of Tirael’s Gauntlets of Bitchslappery (lol, Arvash, that still cracks me up).

To me, being in a guild that raids has become being with friends that raid. When your friends don’t know about something, you help them find that information and you share it. When your friends need something, but can’t get it due to time constraints/money, you do your best to help them with what they need. When your friends are acting all out of sorts, you smack them upside the head and set them straight. When your friends are down on themselves, you smack them again and tell them how great your life is just because they are in it. When your friends are not getting out of life what they think they should be, you try to shed a different light on the subject. When your friends need/want you around, you try to be there. When your friends think highly of you, you show them just how important they are to you. Your only hope in all this is that they will appreciate what you have done for them. You can’t expect that, but there is always hope.

The expectations I placed on my old experiences in WoW (and life in general) caused me to burn a lot of bridges in the past. In my feeble attempt to be the best, I lost sight of the people who got me there in the first place. That is why I think/feel/know that everyone around me is just as good at this as I am. Why I think everyone I raid with in my guild is a group of some of the best players I know. Thankfully, Shadow Rising has a group of officers and a GM who are much better people than I am. If not for them, I would see very little reason to play this game. They are my friends and I couldn’t ask for a better group of people to label as such.

They are why I play WoW. They are why I am in a guild. They are why I raid. For fun, but most importantly, for my friends.

Welcome to SR’s Weekly (Insert Raid Instance): Part 1 (A History)

Well, we all know that my blog updates are about as sporadic as a monkey fucking a football, so having not done one in a few…weeks or so, I don’t guess you will be too surprised. Delerius posed several questions to the raiding community. Some people, including Slice and Zarigar, have already wrote up some fine responses. This is not their response but my feeble attempt at trying to give you history of myself and answers his questions. This will be a two part series.

Story time

Ok, boys and girls, gather around the bonfire as I tell you the story of Tirael, a simple man who was just looking for a new game to play.

Tirael started out as Human Warrior named Paleteal on the US-Feathermoon and a Blood Elf Priest named Naerityah on US-Burning Blade servers back in October 2006. Many of my friends were already playing, so I decided to pick it up and give it a try. I had fun leveling Pale up to 60 and running a few things with her, like BWL and MC. Naerityah didn’t get much love and only made it to level 27. Well, along came this thing called an “expansion” called “The Burning Crusade”. I picked that up and went the 10 levels to 70. Holy hell. Kara and badges and Gruul’s/Mag’s..oh my. The guild I was in made it to RoS in BT before the nerf heard round the world came in and made Illidan a flaccid version of his once great self.

Naerityah stayed at 27 as this was around the time of the birth of the twinks and you guessed it..she was my twink. I would go in and heal BGs as disc until the late hours of the night. It was so much fun to have a healer. However, I never planned on playing her at max level. She was my “escape from the guild/raid toon” character. Plus, I said that I would never have more than one max level toon. This was because I can become OCD about being able to perform all specs of the classes I play. I tend to do my level best to get enough gear to make at least two of my class roles viable. I had done this with Pale in getting her a Prot and Fury set. Yes kids, this was before dual specs…I know rough times. We had to pay for respects EVERY time we were needed for a different role. Pale’s was capped (at 50g) through most of BC. I did not have this desire for Naerityah at the time.

Then along came this thing called “Wrath of the Lich King”. Hoo boy, Death Knights. Having played my warrior for 3 years by this time, I was ready for a break. Warriors had followed pretty much the same model from the beginning (Get hit, gain rage, tank or Hit shit, gain rage, blow shit up and die thanks to craptastic threat reduction talents that still haven’t gotten any fucking better…/seethe) and I didn’t see any great and new and exciting changes on the horizon with WotLK. So, I decided to level a Death Knight.

Now, I was a big Diablo and Diablo 2 fan. Played in the East Coast Ladder. Had a level 93 Paladin, level 89 Sorc and a 89 Assassin. Remember Tyrael from Act IV? Pandemonium Fortress. Let’s just say I spent a lot of time there. Well, that is how I got my online alias (Tirael) and my DKs first name, who was a Night Elf named Tirael on the US-Feathermoon server. I leveled him with all the intentions of being a tank (duh, I picked a night elf). Of course, I had to have a viable offspec, so I picked a frost tank build. Started him out as blood, then DW frost back when it was OP a little over a year ago. Raided through Naxx/OS/EoE and such. It was fun just blowing shit up on him and much different from the smash-three-buttons-then-break-your-fucking-finger-on-the-damned-heroic-strike-hotkey style of dps that was (and still is) being a fury warrior. Tanking was also much more fun (because DKs were OP) because AoE tanking was lol easy and Patchwerk just can’t hit a mother fucker hard enough when he has 50% damage reduction every minute, 25% more armor every minute and 25% miss chance every minute.

Well it was around this time, that I started noticing a trend. Tanks were SUCKING. “Suck” isn’t the correct word for it…”completely fucking horrible” is the best to describe it. Paladins and druids were OP out the gate in WotLK, but Warriors were still trucking along as always, with some minor (Read: Completely fucking class changing ZOMG OP as fuck for a warrior) skill and talent change that made their AoE tanking playtyle a little (Read: LOLOLOLOLcompletely fucking ridiculously easy) more manageable. Thunder Clap was changed so that it could hit any target within a 10 yard range, Shockwave…frontal cone stun that does damage based of a high coefficeint of ap-to-damage of fucking awesomeness…, Damage Shield, and the ability to pick up Deep Wounds (on crit, applies a bleed affect to the target) in our Prot specs. Well, I guess these fucktards I was running into didn’t get the fucking memo (Read: Looked at 3.1 patch notes) and just needed to l2play.

I thought to myself, “I’ll show these idiots.” Then I remembered tenant number one of the laws that govern Tirael in MMOs, as spoken to me at the time by my inner gamer:

1) Thou shalt not have but one max level toon at a time, lest ye forefit thine other max level toon first.

….I told my inner gamer to go play fucking Hello Kitty Adventure Island (HKAI: 2 wasn’t released yet) and that I was leveling my fucking warrior. Internal conflicts aside, I leveled my warrior to 80. At this time, an old hunter friend that I raided BT with in BC leveled a prot paladin. Now, he knew how long I had been playing and how long I had been tanking for a good while, so he would ask me about gear choices and whatnot. How do I pull X mob? What do I do in Y situation? What happens if I pull X, then Y happens, then B and C healer dies while A/D/E healer is at 25%% mana and Z boss is at 50% hp and I have 36% hp and 5 of our 18 dps are dead and shit has JUST REALLY HIT THE FUCKING FAN????!!!! Oh, what do you think of this shield? >.<

Well, I finished leveling Paleteal to 80. Left my BC raiding guild (who had decided to go a different direction other than raiding, more on this later) and joined my buddy (who had made it to 80 long before I decided to level Pale). Joined the guild he had started up with some old raiding buddies and went to work getting gear. This was around the time Ulduar was released. I became the OT for that guild. We were tied for 3rd in Ulduar progression on our server, stuck on Mimron. Got him down pre-nerf and was still stuck on General. In 25s, we had made it up to Mimron. At the same time, and in another more casual guild, Tirael was trucking along and getting just up to Hodir. Well, around this time, due to a lot of drama (real life and guild) Pale's guild circled the drain. My buddy left the server for greener pastures and the rest of us kind of went our seperate ways. To Anariel/Seyonne/Akulut/Ace/Tuna, if you are reading this, I look forward to one day seeing you guys on Drak'Tharon (Horde side, of course) so we can tear some shit up again. Of course, my buddy is in a top 100 US guild now as their MT, so I doubt I will see him in my neck of the woods again, but one can dream, lol.

Also, around this time I left WoW for three months to prepare for the arrival of my son. When I came back, I moved my toons to a new server, and a new faction…FOR THE HORDE!! I joined up with some friends from an internet forum that I frequent, and started grinding out some emblems in ToC for both Tir and Pale. Little old Naer still sat on her original server, collecting dust due to the death of the twinks (/sad panda). Well, as you all know, Tir eventually ended up in Shadow Rising on US-Drak'Tharon (first time) thanks to a recruiting post over on Arioch’s Blog. We had some fun times, but at the time, due to some personal reasons I have covered before (no link, if you want to know, it is here somewhere *makes futile attempt at shuffling papers to find said post*), I decided to make my way back over to Pale’s server, US-Mal’Ganis. It was great, had some fun times with the people there, but more often than not, I was PuG’ing raids. That was fine, except when I had to deal with the stupidity that the internet brings out in people.

This gives me a segue into where I am now. I now have three toons (go fuck yourself little gamer, go play the new and improved Hello Kitty Adventure Island 2: Rainbow Kisses and Bubblegum Dreams expansion) at level 80 and all are on the US-Drak’Tharon server: Paleteal – Prot/Fury, Tiryal – Unholy PvE DPS/Frost Tank, and Naerityah – Disc PvE/Shadow PvE. Shadow Rising, like a faithful girlfriend who still loves you after you looked elsewhere for love, took me back (thanks again guys). All my toons have MS and OS gear viable for any ICC 25 raid I go into (Ok, little gamer voice, you were right….BUT YOU WILL STILL PLAY HKAI 2: RKaBD and LIKE IT). Now that you understand where I came from, maybe I can attempt to answer Del’s questions…..